I want to complain. I know, I know, nobody likes a complainer, but sometimes life is so frustrating I just want to complain. The most annoying part is I know how to fix most of my problems. The problem is making those changes are so hard. I make goals and plans and think of every possible…
I am fat. It sounds harsh, but it’s true. I don’t say it like that because I have low self-esteem or because I hate who I am. I state it like that because it is the most accurate description of how I look. Sure I’m curvy and voluptuous and many other more pleasant sounding words…
I love being alive right now. There are wonderful gadgets and gizmos aplenty. I can literally pull out a small rectangle from my pocket and look up any question and have the almighty Google tell me the answer. It can make life so easy and I love almost anything that makes life easy. But easy isn’t always…
It’s time to bare my soul and my weight. It may be taboo to ask a girl her weight, but I’m offering it up anyway. Being healthy does not always mean being at a specific weight and my ultimate goal is to be healthy. However, I know I’m not healthy at this weight. I hope…
It’s always there with me. It protects me while simultaneously destroying me. I know everyone sees it, even if they are too polite to mention it. I see it too with every glance in the mirror. This elephant in the room plagues me night and day. It sits on me, slowly crushing my body and…